no one of those kids who bought 295 chocolate bars but never found my golden ticket! There might not even be one! Yet fairly recently I began to realise how much I like chocolate. Yet I realised I wasn’t Charlie at all! I was just one of those other kids! Not the ones that find a ticket. hoping for that golden Ticket in my candybar. I was like Charlie from Charlie and The Chocolate Factory or at least I thought I was. As my blog began to grow, and it grew rapidly, so came delusions joining that desire.
I have no idea how long I can last and by leaving my mark here I would at least accomplish something. I’ve always been fragile health wise and I have health issues that make my future look less certain than your average human being. Me as a rookie blogger dreamed about the ‘fame’, what if this opens up doors for me, what is this leads me to find a complete community, is was a way for me to be remembered. I decided to lean into me more rather than steer away from it for more views sake because this is what makes me happy! I can finally give that devil on my shoulder that constantly tells me people don’t like me a rest because I shifted perspective. So I am a bit of an odd duck! Luckily I like ducks! So now I’ll just quack to my own beat! My life experiences just happen to include a lot of games and anime. I tell you about my experiences with said random experience. The same goes for anime! I watch a random anime a month not because it’s cute for the blog but because I like that random element in my life. Gamers are not selected on what’s trendy or whats hot, they are selected on what I ‘d like to experience! On what I would like to play. A bit of a rogue that is to much of a gamer to be “just” an anime-blogger or to much of a weeb to “just” blog about games. a traveler passing through while also stopping in the other camps. but always as a bit of a trader in the community. In the past I told people how I felt I did not fully belong in “Camp Lita” “Camp Jon” or heck not even fully in “Camp Irina” I felt accepted sure. A me that really enjoys to write what she writes and embraces her being different as a boon rather than something I have to polish out or something that costs me viewers. So let us begin with what is not changing! I really like the direction I am headed in as per May of this year! I found me, more than I ever did.